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Adversaries and Oppositions of the Kingdom

Pastors Keith and Kara Kirkpatrick · Video published July 1, 2026 · 1:02:08

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On a Monday recording described as a "holy hangover" day, Keith and Kara of Confessions of a Pastor reflect on a season they believe is moving from "rumblings" to glimpses of revival at Journey Church in Bend. The confession driving the episode: they prayed for revival without fully counting its cost. They describe a week when much of the staff was sick, Pursuit Night worship had to be led by people under the weather, and distractions seemed to multiply. Their claim, drawing on Nehemiah and on Jesus' temptation in Matthew 4, is that when God moves, things often get harder rather than easier.

The conversation turns to what sustains leaders and churches through that opposition. Kara names pain tolerance as essential to church planting and pastoring, and both revisit the question "Is it worth it?"—answered with a qualified yes and the counter-question "what else?" They describe Pursuit Night, where a leader used the image of an olive: the oil is already inside, but only crushing releases it. They connect that image to Romans 5 and to Zechariah 4's lampstand and olive trees, with Keith reading the oil as the Holy Spirit and the two trees as kings and priests pointing to Jesus.

The final stretch is practical and pastoral. Asked how someone can pursue more of the Spirit, Keith centers on persistent, childlike prayer, and on removing blockages—unforgiveness chief among them, described as clogged pipes, alongside sin and strongholds. Keith and Kara reflect on Elijah's mountaintop and subsequent depression, insisting that even anointed people can feel exhausted and want to quit. They close with a word from Kara about unlearning assumptions about church, and with a prayer over Central Oregon, Oregon, and the nation, asking God to move again.

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